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2008-08-21

I got the worst and best news today about Kenny. He's not coming back to school.

It was just an accident I found out. He's leaving September 2 for Michigan to start art school to study the saxophone.

Yeah, is that totally amazing or what?

Of course, he doesn't speak to me anymore. He hasn't for a long time. We might as well be strangers.

Sometimes, I wonder where we'd be if you know, if he'd been my first and one and only boyfriend. If we'd still be together. Or if somehow Jesse would have messed that up, anyway.

Not that I ever see Jesse, either. I don't. He's still being home schooled. I guess.

But I'm with Josh and well, its not always easy. He's kind of moody. Then he says I'm moody. Maybe we just make each other moody.

I mean, if I'm away from him, I'm thinking about him. You know, is he all right and that kind of stuff. Like this natural thing. I don't know if it would be that way with Kenny.

Of course, I don't think Kenny would have ever stayed at my house til 5 in the morning playing video games and sneaking a beer or two out of the fridge.

I have to admit I do like the kind with the lime in it.

Well, other than that life is totally boring and I have to get ready for work.

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