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ivy.parker .josh's ex.iluvcrafts. home archives cast profile notes d-land READS sleepyjane ellie dk;dc sid & violet past the point skinnylizzie random1289 megsworld2 black-ankh the-it-man dylanwashere catsoul shot-of-tea janedoe0 frogeye errantnights joie-- tsulnagrom ub40 juswords englishsucks ledeluge seereason pigtail22 my-line endthelies elliestuff auj LINKS bands bookcrossings crafts | I guess I want to see the dark knight sometime, but its Momma Mia I really want to see. Some of us are going from work. Tonight. I didn't think Josh would go, but he does now. He would after I told everyone he wouldn't. I'm the only one bringing their boyfriend. What does that say about me? What does that say about Josh? Its been a pretty ok day. I didn't get home til late. Got up early. When All along I wanted to go to bed early and wake up late. Not much has changed. So I'm letting my room get a mess again. Its so easy to do these days. I could only enjoy it so long while it lasted then I had stuff to do and find and undo and well I need to clean again. Just don't know when I'll do it. My cat is sleeping, but she has one eye open and that open eye is staring at me. Scary. Just now noticed this. Sometimes, I wonder if Josh does the same thing when he's asleep and I get out of bed to go to the computer and type on something. So I get my packet next week. I have one friend who starts back at the University. I envy her a bit. She got to do all this dorm shopping with her Mom. This makes me sad on a lot of levels, but I'm trying not to let it get to me because I keep thinking of all the good things I do have. Like my job and Josh and Jonah and his Mom and all my friends. I haven't heard from my brother who's stationed in England. I don't know where. Exactly. He stopped talking to his girlfriend. Totally. I can't believe he did that because she did so much for him, too. We've only talked about it on the phone. She keeps saying we'll get together. I doubt we do. ![]()
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