it's a beautiful lie and other things

2008-06-03

I just crashed this afternoon when I got home from work. I was so tired. Now I can't seem to spell anything.

I can't take my driver's test till the last 2 weeks of June. What a screw up. But anyway, Josh says that gives me more time to learn to drive better. Since half the time those instructors were yelling at me, as it was.

I don't know what my Dad is going to do. He's a butthead. Plain and simple. Naturally, he hooked up with some of his old buddies, then some old girlfriends and he's gone to Iowa for a couple of days or somewhere. Probably gambling.

I listened to Yoav who's this one band guy who does all these neat tricks (according to a friend who saw him play here at a Tori Amos concert). Anyway, I love listening to his stuff when I got to sleep.

I guess today was better than yesterday. I just get full of angst. And you don't know if its hormones or the fact you watch somebody else have a fit, then you do one too.

Josh has his moments. But he's been pretty calm lately, even if gas is awful expensive. Everything is going bonkers. So we can't really do much. And I think he's been really easy going about it more than I thought he would.

He got to see his friend's wife today who's in the military. He misses Jared. Who graduated a year before him and then joined the Army. Anyway, she's moving to upstate New York. Now he wishes he could do something like that. You know, travel. I told him traveling is great and fun, but joining the military is exactly the way to go these days. I don't think he'll join up.

Sounds like they want to pull the military out of the middle east.

I just have nigtmare sometimes, of this really quiet place in the middle of no where, where the birds are singing and the grass is green. A little kid is playing by the river. Then all this noise starts coming. Its the bad people coming out of the grass just running over everything like machines.

I don't know why I have this dream.

Well, as usual, there are some lazy bums I work with. They eat all the food up, then I have to make more. Like cookies. I can't believe this one chick did that just because was board. She made ice cream cookie sandwiches and ate them. Then she gave the rest to her boyfriend when he came in. Unbelievable.

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alex.evans