That's the way it goes

2008-05-04

Spend the afternoon with some friends and they start to irritate you. What is it with me?

It started out good. The food. The movies, but then we started talking, and I figure out I don't like any of them at all.

I just don't get how they can be that way. The way they talk about guys. The things they'd do. Its just freaky. I don't know if I can explain it.

There was this one guy who doesn't even live around here anymore that my two friends liked. They sort of shared him, and then they found out, he's gay now.

Kind of an odd story. I wasn't sure which was more scary, the movies are the things they'd done.

I mean, it was kind of cruel the way they talked about him. It just made me uneasy.

Then they got out this porn..which evidently, I'm not as tough as I thought I would be about the whole thing.

Disgusting..

Possibly, I'm not as desensitize as I think I am. I'm not even sure if thats a word.

But I'm not sure we'll be hanging out this summer like I thought. I do start my job today. I'm tired just thinking about it.

I hope it'll go OK. I did hear the manager gets drunk when he's not working and he makes random calls and talks to you while he's drunk. Like, that's something to look forward too.

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alex.evans